When read through the reflective journal of myself..
I really appreciate a lot that i had this chance to really open my heart
Share all my inner feeling to my dear group mates
Is really hard for me
I already try to keep it in my heart for a long time..
Thank for all my dear friends
With Grace ♥ Someone who help me a lot!!
With PS Tan ♥ Someone who treat me like her little sister
With Sam ♥ Someone who always gossip with me
With ZongYan ♥ Someone who so warm-hearted
With Kar Poi ♥ Someone who had an argue with me before
This time
I gonna post it at here..
As a reflective for myself
I wanna to make it as a new insight for me
I wanna to move forwards..
I wanna to have a happier life
#Journal 1: Different children have
different positions around the tree
I can understand that I am on the way to
achieve my dreams.
Choosing to become the child who keeps on climbing up the
tree in the picture, it unconsciously shows that I’m the one who is not
satisfied by my life now.
I will force myself to achieve even higher
than now.
I’m not the one who can easily satisfied with my
life.
I don’t like to be a follower
or order by someone.
I noticed that once my friends rejects my ideas
or suggestions, my emotion will change very quickly and it had made me angry to
my friends easily without any valid reasons.
So I know that the only way for me
to achieve my own dreams is to
CONTROL MY EMOTIONS
♥ Love Letter ♥ Giving to my dearest Groupmates ♥
♥ Full of Love ♥
#Journal 2: Sand Therapy
I had chosen a lion and giraffe to
represent myself .
【Lion = Powerful】
I understand that myself is the one
who never give up easily for all the works that I doing right now. I will pay
all my attention and effort in order to make it succeed.
【Giraffe = Long neck allow me to view all the things from a
wide perspectives】
I think that all the decisions that I carried out right now
is not as perfect enough because I still can’t think of all the consequences
for every steps that I do.
【Situation = Seaside】
There are a lot of
challenges in my life that I can’t estimate, it just like the sea which we
can’t estimate the weather. We will not know when will have the tsunami, the
storm or any others changes.
#Journal 3: The Most Important and Terrible Things For Me
【The most important thing = being in
a leadership position】
For me, I enjoyed my life when being agreed by others. So,
I will make sure myself always stay in the top position and it is the only way
for me to prove myself towards others.
【The most
terrible thing = being ignored by others】
I know that I’m the one who scare to be alone
and being abandoned by my friends. Once I away from my friends, I will think
that the way other judge me will be totally different. Perhaps it is because
they are the fully support for me when I am away from my family and they are
the one who can help me to solve all the obstacles in my life.
Our Drawing... Expressing our INNER world
This is MINE...
#Journal 4 : Timeline of Life
【The most threatening event = Divorce between my parents】
I had kept it in my inner heart and I also feel
shame to share those things out to my friends.
It had made me remembered back those happy moments with my
parents.
I still remembered how good of my father to
buy whatever things that I want for me.
UNFORTUNATELY, divorce had happened on
them and all the happy moments had become the past memories for me.
Then, I
also can understand all the important people that had teach me a lot during my
lifetime.
I also can open my heart to share all those things to my
friends.
It is important for me because I believe that we shouldn’t have any
secret between our friends.
The bond between us also become
stronger because there are many things we had share and it really help us a lot to understand our
friends.
